Just because...

...I've been put in one of the most awkward positions in my life so far, I feel like I have to blog about it so that I don't explode in stress. Get ready for it...

I was propositioned to have a threesome tonight... By a guy that I have the hugest crush on and his friend, who is my very good friend and who has made many propositions before but never a threesome.

Like damn! They put me in such a tight spot for probably a good hour while I figured out a way to tell them that it's not gonna happen cos it's not how I roll. I mean, I REALLY like one of them and want to have something more with him rather than a one-night-stand. After all the pressure, I told him that he could give me a massage which he owed me if he wanted to but that's it. To my horror, he called my other friend to come along too! I almost died. I had to let them into my messy room and told them how awkward it is for them to be here and that it's not right and won't happen. The guy I like told me the awkwardness was made up by my attractiveness (yippee!) and kissed me though, and that felt like heaven although it was a closed-mouth peck. Luckily my friend realised that I was uncomfortable and proceeded to leave. After that, my crush left too cos I said I was really tired and that they were still kinda drunk. What made all these worse was when I went to brush my teeth, I realised that my neighbour was in and awake and probably heard them coming to my room! That's just uncomfortable given that he really likes me and took me out for dinner once. Sigh...

I dunno if this is how I wanted my night to end cos I had the most amazing time at my first AFL game today. Sydney Swans vs West Coast Eagles which we won 106 to 101. A jaw-dropping game. Also, I kissed someone again and that wasn't meant to happen after the last time. Well, at least I think this would be ok given the circumstances. Still I dunno what will happen tomorrow and this has just been the weirdest night in a long time for me. Sigh... I'm so tired and I'm not gonna care. Hopefully they'll forget all about it when they sober up in the morning. Good night...