Thursday, May 28, 2009

Just because...

...I like the way you say "Hell, no!"
...you smile all the time
...you get so excited over chocolate mousse
...you light up at the mere thought/sounds of MC Lars
...you always let me hug your extra pillow even though you love it so much
...you give me soft, brief kisses at all the best times
...you tell me I do well even when I screw up
...you're more spontaneous and crazier than me
...it's endearing how you always say "I'll live" when I bully the shits out of you
...you have so many passions and work hard to actually pursue them
...you're proud of your Italian heritage
...you have such a good relationship with your family
...you take the long way to class just to drop me off
...you take on silly dares just to get some Tim Tams
...you're not afraid to be yourself and risk looking silly
...you make an effort to treat my friends nicely


...I am happy to be in this moment right now, for as long as it'll last =)

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

Just because...

...waking up next to him is so wonderful, I'm starting to wonder if paying so much for my single room and not using much of it anymore is a waste of money... I'm falling... Hard.

Friday, May 22, 2009

Just because...

...we've lasted more than 2 nights, in drunkenness as well as sobriety, does that mean that we're dating now? I don't know what I keep getting myself into. Ali's shit pissed at me, I've no idea why... Mr Crush hasn't really spoken to me since that awkward night though I saw him at Glassy with some other chick. Guess he's a player too... But that probably doesn't exclude me from the list either since I'm kinda with Mr Italian right now. I woke up very happy today. Life is bliss and I hope it stays that way =)

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

Just because...

...I just had a chat with Rung, Peter and Sharif, I'm missing them so much. Sigh... Rung wants me to come over to visit her in Bangkok and Peter might come and visit me next year. I really hope that will materialise. Eddie's coming this weekend though, so that'll be great! We're going dolphin watching at Jervis Bay and then to Sydney for a night out. I can't wait! I miss the times with Peter so much, everytime I talk to him it just makes me feel all upset =( It's not helping that Mr Crush is not doing anything either. What is it with me and European guys? Grrr... Wish they would stay away sometimes. I wanna go back to the summer of 2008!

Sunday, May 17, 2009

Just because...

...I've been put in one of the most awkward positions in my life so far, I feel like I have to blog about it so that I don't explode in stress. Get ready for it...

I was propositioned to have a threesome tonight... By a guy that I have the hugest crush on and his friend, who is my very good friend and who has made many propositions before but never a threesome.

Like damn! They put me in such a tight spot for probably a good hour while I figured out a way to tell them that it's not gonna happen cos it's not how I roll. I mean, I REALLY like one of them and want to have something more with him rather than a one-night-stand. After all the pressure, I told him that he could give me a massage which he owed me if he wanted to but that's it. To my horror, he called my other friend to come along too! I almost died. I had to let them into my messy room and told them how awkward it is for them to be here and that it's not right and won't happen. The guy I like told me the awkwardness was made up by my attractiveness (yippee!) and kissed me though, and that felt like heaven although it was a closed-mouth peck. Luckily my friend realised that I was uncomfortable and proceeded to leave. After that, my crush left too cos I said I was really tired and that they were still kinda drunk. What made all these worse was when I went to brush my teeth, I realised that my neighbour was in and awake and probably heard them coming to my room! That's just uncomfortable given that he really likes me and took me out for dinner once. Sigh...

I dunno if this is how I wanted my night to end cos I had the most amazing time at my first AFL game today. Sydney Swans vs West Coast Eagles which we won 106 to 101. A jaw-dropping game. Also, I kissed someone again and that wasn't meant to happen after the last time. Well, at least I think this would be ok given the circumstances. Still I dunno what will happen tomorrow and this has just been the weirdest night in a long time for me. Sigh... I'm so tired and I'm not gonna care. Hopefully they'll forget all about it when they sober up in the morning. Good night...

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

Just because...

...I've just realised that there are people living in apartments across from me past the trees, I oughta start being careful. I always thought that there was no one who could look into my room what with the trees and the other decks being far away. I didn't even realise that there were apartments across from my room. I've been stripping butt naked with my windows wide open sometimes, oblivious to the fact that someone might be staring in at me. Shit.